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Brave New World by Richard Ashcroft...we were young, in love and in Spain. I close my eyes and I instantly go back to that night in Benicassim.

Things have been rough for Chris and I and I am finding myself missing what we had and I don't know what to do. Right now I feel isolated from him and I feeling like I am dealing with the stress of him not having a job more than him, but I know that is not the case. It's just how I am feeling. His optimism is too much for me at the moment, especially when we have not luck on the job front for the past 8 months. It's hard to put on a front. That's not who I am and he knows that. I do for my children, but it's harder for me to do this for him. Is that wrong?


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